There is some places wrong, but I have so small hands
That I have struggled with all my life. But, I can play … somewhat.. but never be a pianist…
Fortunately, now at the end of my life, (I mean not many years left, going year by year towards eighty), I do not think about it anymore. As younger, when I got small wounds on my hands in the woods I said well, you will never be a pianist hand :)